Circular Thoughts

[PurpleGrape]

I was thinking about chaos and order and organization and freedom a lot lately but I still haven't figured out where I stand on it all.

I think I like freedon but not so much total chaos. Some chaos could be fun but I like a little bit of organization.
And chaos can turn negative and I like when people are nice and respectful and trustworthy and such.

I think about this a lot actually. Hmm...
I'm sure I'll think about it again.

[Jude]

Isn't it complicated? Another thing I think about that's like this is who has the right to tell people how they should be behaving? I mean, we all have ways we'd like other people to behave sometimes, but who has the 'right' to force people into behavior patterns they approve of?

[PurpleGrape]

Exactly! And who really has the 'right' to do anything?
No one really!
But then that takes you back to total chaos which I really don't like. And yet I love total freedom!
*brain melts*
Maybe this is why so many people comform.

[Jude]

looool i think so. it's so fucking difficult to do ANYTHING when you realize that practically everything you're taught is just a mental construct. but at the same time it gives you a lot of freedom to decide things for yourself and to map your life out how you want. the way i figure it, i just gotta live in a way that feels right for me and love other people. love life. and give wherever i can.